my family life's..

Next to my GOD, my family is the most important to my life, they are my body, my soul and my life, the reason why i live in this world.. Without them my life is so stupid..

I have a small and simple family.. With my father and mother and we are 3 siblings, i am the second or in the middle to the three,..My father is Fausto Francisco, my mom is Gloria Roman.. My father and his family living in Mansalaya, Del Gallego Cam. Sur before but they decided to took other place to live in for the source of financial, so that they move to Balatan Cam. Sur where he met my mother, a simple and innocent woman.. My mom is only 16 years old when she got married to my father, which is 19 years old..because of young married, they suffer poor and hard life's..until they had a 3 sibling's.. Ramel, Agnes and May, as we growing on our childhood our status of life's did'nt changed..coz my father is only a carpenter and my mom is a house wife.. But we are so blessed coz every saturday we are goin to churh..whole family, i really miss that time, praying each other and making a worship prayer every night and every early in the morning.. but the time passed by, my father did'nt goin to churh..its only me, my mom, my younger sis and brother..but the time goes by my brother stop goin to church..i dont know there reason until we found out that were all has did'nt goin to church.. its so sad that we are end up like that.. But i know here in our heart our almighty GOD is always supreme among us and we love him so much..

my eldest brother is Ramel Francisco, he is 22 years old. After his high school, my parents send him to a college school which is they can afford the tuition fee although its not quality education..taking up AB.Pol.sci or Bachelor of Arts in political Science.. Because of lock of financial my brother did'nt goin to school, he is being with his Barkadas which is learned vices, such as drinking liquors and smoking.. So that its the reason why my father and him are always quarelling each other, i cant blame papa coz kuya got home at almost early in the morning drunk.. they always quarelling that it end to hurting physically.. i am really pity for my mama coz she suffer what my kuya and papa did..

Now we live upside down.. Ofcourse its about trials that come in our life's, the number one is financially..its the reason why i stop studying, coz im really pity to my mother, they encountering so much deep credit, when i was got home to get my allowance, im always crying coz my parent dont know if where they get money..they are lots of credit, On the bank, 5-6 credit and our motor that my mom suffered to do hard job to pay monthly installment to the motor and now the motor is on the pawn shop because of my tution fee.. Im so pity to my sister coz of her highschool graduation even if small celebration we cannot give her..

My tears did'nt control to flow remembering those moments..coz i want the best for my family, i dont want to see them downing by people around us..i want to give them what they wanted..But how?? its the question that until this moment i dont know the answer.. I'll pray to GOD that maybe somehow we passed this situation..i like to go back to study, to achieved my goal coz its for them.. i dont want luxurios life for my family but all i wanted is to have there a good life that they wont problem or think about they credit they everyday needs..

Now i am working one of the site here in net.. Always in my mind everytime my salary come, i wanted to give them all to my family, for they needs.. And i have been happy when my mom called me over phone, she said that they are goin to church with my brother, although my father wont come to them, im really glad..

Im praying to our God to passed this trials come to us.. The people whose been where my parents have credit i pray thier forgiveness to the delayed paying..

But im really thankfull to our God for all the blessing he bought to us, i know i had so many things done wrong..im only a human.. Thank u God for your understanding i know your always beside me no matter what cercumstances come..you always find ways..Thank u so much..hope u hindi ka mgsawa sa support you've given us specially for me..