Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Mamang sorbetero

Everytime i hear the song, entittled " Mr. Sorbetero " i cant help my self to feel sadness, i always remmember my tita whose been passed away 6 years ago..She is my favorite tita, for me she is the most wonderful and verry kind tita i've ever known..

Her named is Crizelda Francisco, but we prepared to call her tita dading, she is my father youngest sister..since i was a child she's always so verry kind with me, if she is goin to manila she did'nt forget me to bring some "pasalubong", until i grown up, until she got married to her husband tito bong..they had one kid named Czekiah..she is a good wife and a good mother to her daughter, she do everything and anything for her family..I am so closed to my tita, coz im always to their house, eating, and i am sleeped to their house.. Every night we always keeped worshipping, we always goin to church..She is so verry relegious person, she is my model, she did'nt do things that will make hurt people.. She is my guiding light when i was lost, she have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow, she have been my rock...

My tita dading is a reflict zology, she treated some people who suffering i'llness, she has a capability to give some treatment or first aid to people to her family and relatives or the other people who need her.. My tita is become thin and thin.. we did'nt noticed it coz we know that she knows lots and best about health despite the fact that she is a vegetarian.. Its december that they family take vacation to my tita in manila, before she leave she said to me that, kung anu ang gusto kung pasalubong if she came back..i told her, "anything"..i dont think that its the last time i saw her alive, the last time i saw her face, its the last time i saw her smile, the last time we talked each other..

It is February, we found out that she is in the hospital and suffering so much i'llness.. And one morning my tito came home carrying the news that my tita dading passed away.. I'm so hurt that time, seems my life has collapse,..i feel lots of mixed emotions, dissapointment, sadness, and it seemed my life has been diminished.. Coz the person who give me some extra strenght, the person who give me some advised has gone..i dont want to lose her, but i dont know what to do..Before she leave i saw her face smiling walking away from me, alive but then i saw her again aleeping and never be wake up..I remmember the time when she is treating me when the time that im suffering so much pain in my stomach..caring me if i have a sickness..she is verry thoughtful to me, i really missed her of being a kind person..

Everytime i heard the song "Mamang Sorbetero" im always remmembering her, it is her favorite song..wherever i am if i heard that song i cant help my tears falling, coz i remmember her, my tita and my friend..Wherever i go she's always here in my heart..that somewhere out there, there is someone that love me unconditionally..i cant forget her forever..I thank God for having her in my life even if a little moments..

No comments: